finish the bone marrow thought

I didn't have time to finish my thought from yesterday.
If you look up bone marrow on Google you have 3,400,000 choices. Most of them tell ou to donate, and what it is like receiving, and the success stories. Some tell you what it's like donating. I should not have read those. They say that the injections beforehand are painful and make you feel fluish. That it takes two weeks to recover, if not more. That you feel it for many years afterwards.
Thanks for nothing.
On Sunday (5th July)we get to meet the surgeon who hopefully will explain the procedure. And do more tests. And some more.
I looked up Professor Or, very impressive and did a stint in Boston.
I should not have read "My Sister's Keeper". Not at this point in life.